At some point you just need to accept.
You need to accept that you will not change the world. Also, that there are many things that will not differ, regardless of your presence, and, you are the one that needs to adjust behavior and thinking.
You need to accept this isn’t a project or something you can neatly wrap up. It’s a process and, at times, it’ll kick your butt.
You need to accept that you made this decision, knowing the sacrifices it will entail, and you need to live with that.
You need to accept that with some patience and a smile you will be accepted.
You need to accept that this is your life now.
You need to accept that this isn’t about you. It never was.
You need to accept you.